| ENTRY ONE |
[Feb. 19th, 2012|03:03 am] |
Marty bought us a house! It beautiful and absolutely perfect. I love it.
I think it's going to be really good for us. A place to start over and new without being haunted by old memories or being haunted in general. He is such a sweet man. I don't know what I did to deserve him but I am incredibly grateful. |
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| PRIVATE |
[Jan. 22nd, 2012|04:52 am] |
Sometimes I think they're angry with me. The spirits. Like they don't understand why I'm alive again and they're not. They scream and sob and it hurts my heart to hear them but I can't let Marty know. He's been through so much and I don't want to worry him.
Maybe I could talk to Gabriel? Oh, I don't know about that. He's already done so much for me. It would be so unfair to ask him to do anything else. Liam has so much to deal with right now also.
I should talk to Marty. I love him and I trust him. I have to learn to lean on people again. I'm not dead anymore.
Oh, sometimes I wish I could talk to my mother again. She'd know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be a burden on anyone. Maybe I need to learn to deal with this. I can be strong. I'm not fragile. |
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